Today I have spent mostly in tears wanting to stay with my Isolde, but also letting her go where she wants to.
This is reminding me why I never wanted to love anything.
IT HURTS!!!
I can feel the growths on her now. She is sleeping by me right now in one of the beds i have made.
Her breathing is steady now and again she takes a deeper breath, she still hates her bath. i was rinsing her off after an accident and she tried to scale me as she did when she was much much younger.
I do not know how much longer my Isolde will be with me. I think she is ready to go.
Isolde Elena Lyon
02-13-1995 -- FUREVER
If she is still with me in the morning I will take her one last time to the beach. Rest my angel
1 comment:
hello house of 13 cats, my prayers to you and all your critters. i 2 look after cats. i have been following your posts, i am not on the internet, that's why i cannot stay long and converse. Good on you for your work with cats. good luck and do know that you are not alone and your an awesome person. Keep up the good work. cheers dottee
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